i no longer exist in your fairy tales

obviously it's over
gone and done with it
i should have known it earlier
the denial should wear off now
and kicks in the gravity
whenever you mention her
it gives me constant reminder
of the mistake i made
i wanted to let go
because that's the only way it goes now really
as cliche as it sounds
you can never find happiness in a triangle
i know i deserve better
i shouldn't hang around any longer
and no longer indulge in my delusions
i realize i am no longer the angel you called
the girl you made long frequent phone calls to on a random day
the girl you promise you will stand by always
i refused to let go
because i believe is not what you deserve
but what you really want
however,it is easier to dilute all the memories with bacardi
and a few bottles of wine
it makes it easier to pretend
that things would revert back to fairy tales and pink soft cotton candy
where i was the only princess in your happily ever after kingdom